She’s so gentle and careful in everyday life that the change in her during their more private moments is all the more breathtaking.

She knew when he said stop that he never, ever meant it; that was what safe words were for after all.

She stands at the foot of the bed fully clothed as she looks down at him, his arms bound to the headboard and his eyes narrowed in expectation; this, she decides, is what love is- the baddest man in Bristol giving her full control over his body.

( Things are different )

She’d tried to kill herself so many times, but when it really came down it, against all odds she was a born survivor.


She knew what he was capable of, everyone knew what he was capable of, but that wasn’t enough to stop her standing by his side, cleaning up his messes, giving him an alibi whenever he needed one.

She knew she was never going to be Sid’s first choice, she was pretty sure she was never going to be anyone’s -until she met Johnny that was.

The only person she truly missed from her old life was her baby brother, Reuben; one day perhaps she’d go back to Elgin to get him and look after him properly.

This was never where she imagined she’d end up, in a ‘massage parlour’ back in Bristol, but then when she’d looked into the future she’d never really seen anything.

One day she supposed she’d go back to Bristol, no one she knew would be there anymore with a bit of luck; it wasn’t the people she missed or even the memories, it was the place itself.

challenge: Sound
title: Tone
rating: G
character/pairing: Cassie/JJ

( Tone )


challenge Taste
title: Self harm for lovers
rating: PG-13
character/pairing: Cassie/Johnny White
author's notes/warnings: Self-harm, blood play.

( Self harm for lovers )


challenge Taste
title: Victory
rating: PG-13
character/pairing: Cassie/Tony, mentions of Sid/Michelle
author's notes/warnings: Written in second person, from Tony's POV Teeny bit of swearing.

( Victory )


challenge taste
title: White
rating: PG-13
character/pairing: Cassie Ainsworth/Johnny White
author's notes/warnings: Some swearing.

( White )